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Thursday, April 23, 2020

Going to meet my Grand-dad - May be the last time

Blog is in Tamil.
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Call pannapo thatha azhugarar... thooki vaari potruchu...
Intha manushanuku azha theriyuma?
Chithi sonna poiya unmai nu ninachu thatha apdi azhugarar... enna parkava athana thoorathula irunthu vanthe... udane oru flight pudichu avar munnadi poi ninnu aama thatha nu sollanumnu irunthuchu...
Savithri chithi mela avlo kovam ethuku ipdi oru poi sonnanga... avar avlo ninachu ninachu azhugrar...
Chithi ku appa va ethuna solli pesa vechudanum... ezhuppi ukkara vechudanumnu aasai...
Engappana ipdi ellam parka mudiyalainu solla vanthathu azhugaiya maari puriya vechuthu...
Intha manushan thaan ethanai parinaama matram adanjurukkar en oruthan paarvaila mattum.
Enna mathiriyo illa enna vida athigamavo avara ninachu parka niraya aalunga irukanga... yen ippo kooda yaarachum avara pathi ninachuttu irukalam...
Aana ipo azhuthathu enna ipdi parkatheengada naan innamum singam thaanu solla vanthu mudiyama veliya vanthathuthaan intha azhugai...
Chinnatha va enna paadu paduthucho intha azhugai...
antha manushi enga thatha va vida rendu madangu... thairiyamna apdi irukanum... pasamna avlo irukanum... nyayamna enga chinnatha sonna sariya irukum nu solra alavuku...
Ithae chinna aatha mela kovama irukkum enga amma kashtapattutu irunthapo avungala pathi engamma sonnathu... en munnadiye kettanga ‘ ethana thaan kadan vechuruke’.
Cha aatha yen ipdi ketkaranga intha nilaimai la... aana na manushangalayum kaasayum kaiyalrapo thaan purinjuthu aatha appo kettathu sari thaan. Aatha ella vishayathulayum ‘correct’ a irunthurukanga... periya athai a thooki vechum chinna athaiya thittiyum pesarapo aatha mattum thaan chinna athai side um yosichu parkanumnu sollirukanga, appo na college padichuttu irunthen. Management la mukkiyamana lesson, dont decide until you know both side of the coin...
Enga thatha solratha mattum ezhuthunale oru book pathathu... namma kaasu nammala pathukanum prakash... unga thatha kalyanathula kodukka vendiya kaasu innum kodukala aana naanum ketkala yenna avunga nilamai apdi... ungappan thaan mela thooki vittathu... naama niyayama irunthalum irukaravanga kitta than ketkanum illathavanga kitta ketkrathu namma perumai peethikkara mathiri...
Enakku ipovum ungappana ketkanumnu thaan irukku unga chithapan kettana kaatta vithu kodukanuma... inthappa un pangu nee vechu polachukarathu un samarthiyam nu koduthurumanum... engappan enakku koduthathu apdi thaan... samarthiyam irukaravnuku thaan kodukanum...
Naan anbazhaganaye kooptalum inthappa nu kaasa koduthuruven avungaloda neratha kodukarangala athe pothum... ithellam ketkarapo cha enna inthaal pora pokkula ithana philosophy sollitu poraar nu irukkum.
Thoori aadanum thatha kaasu nu ketkarapo 10 thadavai rehearsal paathurupom aana thatha munnadi pona paa paa nu pechu varathu... intha nu 25 paisa eduthu koduthar poi thoori aadiko nu... mind reading a illa yetherchaiya nadanthuchanu ipo varaikum therila aana appo abbada nu irunthuchu but perusagarapo avar mind read panni thaan koduthurupar nu namba thonuchu...
Uruli set eduka vanthavanga kitta avunga sollamaye ivara solrar illappa kaasu illaina edukka koodathu namakku intha eluthi vaikrathu ellam pudikathuppa... konjam neram aachu vanthavar kitta kaasu illainu purinjuka aana ivar correct a pudichurukar.
Naan tvs la nera vanthutu irunthen mapla thideernu etho yosanai tuk nu thirupeeten pinnadi vanthavar adichutar... gobi la naanga irunthapo thatha ku accident aanathu... hospital la pakathula irunthavanga admit panitu engaluku thagaval vanthuchu... naan appo 5-6 padichuttu irupen... ipo atha ninachu partha naana irunthuruntha en marumahan kitta avlo nermaiya naanthaan thappu pannenu solluvananu doubt thaan...
Ipo flight la thatha va parka vanthutu iruken... ipdi oru journey varumnu na ninachu parkave illa.
Appa ku accident aanapo ennoda passport visa renewal la maatikichu appo vanthuruntha intha mananilaila thaan vanthuttu irunthurupen...
Thatha va epdiyum pathu avar vaayala ‘vaa prakashu’ nu solla ketkanum... athu pothum...
Neengala paathu ethuna seinga... unga ella chithiyum irukanga nu periyatha sonnapo cha evlo thunichalana pen ethunalum paathukalamnu iruntha aathavaye ipdi mudiyalayenu polamba vechutiye aandava... aandavangrathu nammalala mudiyalainalum nambikai vidama iruka vaikra oru nambikai thaannu thonuchu.

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